hi hiies

sorry haven't been updatin since sch started...
sch started on the 19th
had to change class this time a better class i guess...
hav pple like JY jie, lijuan, cai ling, louis, wendy, lam, aud n si hui
in the same class as mi

been busy with event stuff haven't been trainin for pol-ite which is like...
not gd stress ar since the 2nd place IKO durin SP open at least 6 mths ago...
got a new bow which i still owe tang $$ for...
poly-ite will be shootin double 30 which if i'm not wrong is like...
6 end of 6 arrows x2 total 72 arrows if i'm not wrong...
my new bow is like 4 pounds more than my wooden bow tat's excluding the short stab...
n on top of tat i haven't been shootin for abt a mth...
n pol-ite is in like less than 5 trainins away... which gives mi like only...
2 to 3 more trainins b4 pol-ite coz i can't make it for all trainin due to stuff...

hmm will be helpin out with this event Design Avenue which is like a photoshop design compi held on wed
hope the turn up will be good
might need to work on sun to cover dean since he's helpin mi cover work on wed...
gwaaaa talkin abt work i'm really startin to hate don't like
hate is too strong a word to use sam (my sup)she's like total evil-ness...
i believe mi i'm not the only 1 who says tat from wat i noe so far almost all the ppel she's worked with says the same thing :3
so... hmm mayb it's juz her... but i don't wanna get fired so...
i'll juz hav to bear with it i gues...

tmr class starts at 11 but will be goin to sch early to help with the booth stuff
n still need to give pple morning cor (hopefully it works this time >.< )
O.O! juz rem i haven't read the 131 page long menual for ITP tmr on how to play MarketPlace which is like a core moudle o.o

hmm lately like a lot of stuff has been happenin to pple around mi tat are kindda close to mi in some ways...
pple has been fallin sick
pple fall off a bicycle
feactured arm...
blah blah blah...
haiz... i really donno wat's goin on...
i guess i'll juz end here...
this post like uber random with stuff all over...
i juz relized it =x
sorry abt it but i juz had to blog something D=

how can something feel sooo right and wrong at the sametime
how can someone feel happy and sad at the sametime
for some reason deep down inside
i'm really kindda scard...
scard to face it
to look u in the eye again...
still lookin for tat fine like between fact n fiction...
how much of it were lies?
how much of was real??
i really don't noe...
but i wanna let u noe u don't hav to do stuff u don't wan to...
and u don't hav to force urself to do them coz of mi...