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Sunday, August 23

Dear Diary ♥

hmm shoud be studyin SEP...
oh well a few mins to blog won't hurt rite ?
the fastin mth started ytd (:
somehow was lookin forward to it
although i hav to fast but
it's really a gd time to reflect abt stuff...
mom flew off ytd too missin her some how haiz...
abang (kor)juz booked back in...


flash back

220809

The start of the fastin mth
Studyin SEP kindda failed >.<
due headaches D= paper on mon
aft breakfast prayed tgt as a family
it's been a long time since we last did it
felt great/happy/enlighten?
donno which word to use to dis it >.<
but it's a good feelin (:
should do it more offen
not easy due to work n stuff but
do-able went to the air-port at abt 11
mom goin to shanghai
don't like it when mom's oft
reason mom oft = 1.less freedom for mi + 2.paranoid dad + *something*
( won't blog abt tat something due to personal reason )
but sadly it always happens when mom comes back from her trips...
with tat i've decided to study in sch from mon to fri morning till 5 ?
i noe i shouldn't run but sometimes it can't be helped...
mom will be back on sun !!!! =D
but till them i'll juz spend most of my time in sch

210809

went to sch in the morning to study in pal rm as usual
jas had her last peper
hmm kaes not really last paper coz she missed 1 but nvm tat...
fio came later on
felt kindda tiopid coz i brought lappy w/o charger...
but thank goodness fio walk up late =X
somehow fio wakin up late was a hidden blessin
managed to borrow her charger
thanx fio =DD x33
if not for her charger i cannot study coz notes are all in lappy >.<
hmmm sometime arond late aftnoon aaron came in
stuff happen * watch the videos on fb*
around 5+ fio,jas,sandra,jr,basil,benji n aaron left for basil's for K n pool
i stayed in the rm alone to study somemore left sch at abt 6
drop off some stuff
sorry dear got u into trouble D=
hm abang(kor) booked out

tat's abt it i guess...end of flash back for now
other stuff happened too but don't feel like blogin abt it...
i noe i still owe readers the flash back for when this blog was closed
tat flash back will be done aft exams keke ?


i shoud prob get back to studyin soon
SEPSEPSEPSEPSEP
*cookin mama* You Can Do It!!! :3

HaNnAh

signin off with words from hady mirza

You Give me Wings

Sometimes it's hard just to be yourself
I know you know
So close to tears, wanting to give up
I felt all alone

But now you're here
Right by my side
And I just want you to know

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly

Now I am stronger than I was before
Because of you
Feel so alive and I'm wanting more
I can't believe it's true

Now you're here
Right by my side
Don't ever let me go

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
Yeah you make me fly

Oooh baby, ooh ooh
Come fly away with me

You give me wings when I'm faling
That's why I sing to you, oh

You give me wings when I'm falling (when I'm falling)
You lift me up when I'm down (when I'm down)
Taking me high (taking me high), touching the sky (touching the sky)
Yeah you make me... (you make me fly)

You give me wings...

std press esc or click on stop to stop the bg music enjoy (:


i do not juz wanna be a trophy
i wanna be some1
give mi wings ?




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15:45




Thursday, August 20

Dear Diary ♥

juz felt like bloggin abt some blog hoppin
currently in pal rm alone
was spose to meet fio at 8am but was late T.T
slept at 4+ kindda overslept + my dad being
u noe i noe he's always late ._.
hmm as much as i sound tat i don't like my dad
he's still my dad aft all w/o him i wounldn't be here
n i never told any1 this but...
watchin u smoke ur life aways actually worries mi
like a lot + ur health smokin will juz make it worst...
moreover, now tat u're really not well
down with flu n coughin ur lungs out
on top of ur usual health prob
u hav no idea how i feel...
i don't hav to watch...
but juz the smell when i leave the rm
to the livin is enough...
when will u ever hear mi out?
u noe i don't like it
i noe it's hard but did u even try ?
sometimes i wonder...
for the rec...
i wan u to be there when we( all 4 of us ) tie the knot
i wan u to be able to see ur grandkids ( mayb not be mine )
n watch them grow...
hahah i noe it's super early to think yat far
i'm only 19... but sometimes... this thoughs do comes...
movin on...

WPDP is almost done... thanx dear for the link (:
will submit by 2day n if i don't i'm not hannah


flash backs

190809

went to sch at 0750 met jas in pal rm
did wpdp
had brunch at macs with jas n fio aft their paper...
saw jun ye n leng leng
went to cheers to get some drinks n sweets :3
saw a giant ginger breadman outside cheers
aft i paid for my stuff
kindda shocked mi
i pratically went like
"OMG! y's there a gingerbread man outside"
n like stun for 5 sec b4 i asked fio to look out
n yea tat was 1 playful gingerbread man...
when i asked fio(jas was nex to her) to look out
he(i think it's a he la man wat o.o) bended down but fio saw something moved
she tot something fall lolx...
then he came up fio n jas tio shocked lolx :3
walked out of cheer kindda laughin
got a cupon for the café compli drink with any purchase
from the pple who's with the gingerbread man...
fio says the gingerbread man's shoes are too big
coz he had a hard time walkin o.o
did more wpdp...
jr n basil joined us later on
jas pretically slept most of 2day ._.
around 4+ went to south coz jas wanted nuggets
she bought like $2 wroth of nuggets + $1 wages + another $1 nuggets O.O!
tat's like 3*5 = 15 nuggets + $1 wages >w<
left sch at abt 9
hm dinner more wpdp

180809

came to sch at abt 11+
bumped into fio...
she was goin hm ._.
was spose to meet jas they all but...
jas was no mc she missed her paper
down with stomach flu
flu're annoyin they're like everywhere ._.
so no1 had the key
spent almost the whole day alone in the library wpdp-in
toopid gallery -.-"
left sch at abt 4?
skipped breakfast n lunch
lazy to eat lolx...
bought happy food otw hm...
had happy food aft "dinner"

happy food eaten alone isn't happy
dear if u're readin this...
u didn't see anything >.<
end of flash backs for now


other stff also happend on those days...
but don't feel like bloggin abt it
n kindda havin a headache
argh think i'm gonna fall sick
n now's sooo not the rite time -.-
exams are like days away.. need to mug
will end here sandra comin soon
shell rest a bit till she comes

- HaNnAh -


i'm juz a gal... if 1 day poofed will u notice?
u don't hav to put on a mask to make mi smile
it's not work coz ur act is not well put tgt... the mask can only be there for so long...
aft sometime it drives pple up the wall...



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my love for you


10:30




Monday, August 17

Dear Diary ♥

Tears of thy hidden sorrows

now is sooo not the rite time...
wpdp not work..
depressed
everyone's emoin
dad sick n still puffin his lungs out
i've got no1 to turn to..
. juz wanna hide at some courner n cry my heart out
cryin doesn't help but at least it makes mi feel better
than bottle-in it all inside...
but i juz can't do it
at least not rite now...
i wanna stuff myself with ice-cream/happy food...
hate sch...
i was never ment to do IT
i sux at IT
GPA of 3.067 so wat
it proves nth
never wanted to do IT
i wan huggies
i noe i sound like some spoiled brat...
but juz for once let mi be a spoiled brat...
i can't take it
i'm goin nuts
wish you were here...
but u hav ur own issue...


don't ignore mi...



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my love for you


14:40




Sunday, August 16

Dear Diary ♥

hi hiies

i'm back to blog...
kindda juz woke up from a nap was super tired...
woken up by dear's sms haiz...
oh well...woke up damn early 2day
pei mom to SGH for her MRI
gave dear wake up cor at 8:14
thankfully he didn't go back to sleep
coz i think i'm not spose to use fone
at tat part of the hos coz of all the eq
mom's scan took like abt 30mins? i think
was kindda stonin while w8in for her to be done
brought my psp but didn't feel like playin it
so juz had my headfones...

aft her scan took the train back
otw back dear suddenly called
apprently he's kindda lost
funny dear lolx nex time go to Street directory bus/ MRT guide (:
b4 u leave home if it's a new place
had breakfast at ep KFC
breakfast was ok...
won't say much abt it
coz if i do i'm gonna get the "pple in india" lec =X
but yea i finished my food
aft breakfast went to NTUC to get some stuff with mom
then took a bus back

abang (kor) booked out for a while 2day..
didn't talk much but kindda messed up his table heeee
sorry >.<

did the last bit of WPDP but guess wat it didn't work!!!!
argh oh great...aft this i'm gonna stare at my wpdp again aft tat nap
hopefully it helped if not mayb really hav to pull an all nighter to settle this crap
haiz... life goes on...
i guess i'll stop bloggin here n get back to WPDP

-HaNnAh-


i hate it when this happens
when u don't tell mi n i hav to pretend as though nth is wrong
and act normal
somehow i juz can't do it...
as much as u don't like to see mi emo i don't like see u emo too...
n there's nth i can do abt it which sux
juz failed attempts to bring back tat smile...
some how it feels as though i can cheer others up but juz not u...
U always manage to somehow make mi smile...
wish i cound return the favour...
but the past few attempts failed...
haiz...
Dispite the failed attemps
i'm still all ears if u wanna tell mi...
aways remember to smile coz u'll never noe who'll be fallin in love with your smile...



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17:50




Saturday, August 15

Dear Diary ♥

hi hiies

hmm juz feel like bloggin though i'm like spose to be doin something else
but oh well :x heeee
the past few days been goin back to sch to "study"
(more to WPDP-in than studyin actually ):x
at our std place the pal rm
but this time the rm had more pple o.o
it use to be juz us gals ( jas,fio,jaz n mi)
now... hav 2 more o.o basil (herb) =XX n jr
jrs from archery hahaha jas's new son =X
dear will pop by too lolx jas new son-in-law ahahahahah =XX
hmm...studyin in the pal rm the radio will always be on
which results to songs being stuck in my head D=
hahaha n they are still stuck inside somehow lolx
hmm think songs been stuck in my head since
dear started singin "what do you see"
the national day song non-stop ahahahha

hmm went to tm juz now for dinner
was spose to go out for lunch with fam too
but thanx to wpdp had to be stuck at hm D=
aft dinner mom,dad went hm with tiny
small taged along with mi to meet up dear
n... erm...n... erm...to buy router...
ok... fine there was more than juz him >.<
his fam was there n his aunt too
aft buyin the router went back to tm lolx
otw there dear relized tat his mom my sis n mi
were abt the same height O.O!
kindda werid/funny ar lolx =x
walked a bit more then went hm
him mom gave us a ride back
his mom seem nice...
(use the word seems coz i've heard otherwise) =X
car ride radio was kindda loud hahahaha :3
hmmm i think i'll stop here
it's gettin kindda too long =/ heehee
will up a flash back of stuff tat happened
when this blog was closed soon =DD
till then tc (:

-| HaNnAh |-

P.S: below are some of the mv(s) and lyrics to
songs stuck in my head lolx :3 enjoy !!!

hit esc or click on the stop button to stop the background music =)


Colbie Caillat - Fallin’ For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

David Archuleta Lyrics – Touch My Hand

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again

I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that’s shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah




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22:02




Sunday, August 2

Dear Diary ♥

hi hiies

decided to open my blog again lolx some how i missed blogin :3 hmm blogy is not really ready yet still some twickin to be done but juz felt like blogin somethign and i finally like found a blog skin tat i like so here i am back to my blog

did any1 miss mi o.o??? =X

anyways it's like 0322 now n i'm still awake ._. think i should get some sleep haven't really been sleep haven't really be sleepin well lately D= mayb i'll blog tmr

Love
HaNnAh

there are moments tat i wish you'll tell mi n not juz mia...
missin you...



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