hi hiies readers...

haiz... i'm still feelin kindda down...
hmmm goin to work later... aft this enrty n the bowl of instant noodle
w8in for a text reply...
anyways... had some frens over n my place ytd for hari raya aka i had an open house ytd...
it was ok...
hmm he came... with this close fren...
haiz donno y izit soo hard for him to give mi an ans if his comin or not...
sigh... but oh well at least he came (: thanx for comin (:
thanx the rest for comin too (:
foodwise i guess the food was more or less juz nice
didn't really hav leftovers for 2day's meal really thank the pple for eatin ytd =/

oh ya my aunt bought as a cam Sony dig cam which my mom said i could hav it...
i guess it's kindda like a blessin or...
zzz how do i spell tat word... it starts with r...
it's in not in english but in malay... n i don't really noe how to explain it ._.
sigh oh well
*bloged on 051009 but never uploaded...*

i really donno how i'm feelin rite now...
but i noe i still hav feelins for u...
mayb tat's y i felt the way i did tat day...
i juz feel kindda lost...
i'm pretty much juz runnin away...
but how far can i run... ?
some reason...
mayb tat's y i didn't wanna face it from the beginning...
till u said it...
those moments still plays in my head...
i may not say much...
but i'm emotional...
i don't hate u for wat u did...
for some reason i juz can't...
though it hurts... but...
i juz wanna noe wat's real...

she still sleeps with mi every nite...
she's all i need to go to bed...
n somehow...
i can't help but still think of u...