hi hiies readers...

i made some changes to the way
music is played to my blog...
there's more than 1 song on the playlist now
so u won't get bored with the same song over n over again...
hmmm... lots of stuff happened lately...
but... juz never had the chance to really blog abt it...
i can't really blog abt everything abt my life...
some stuff are juz not ment to be bloged abt...

but i first b4 i start blogin...
i wanna say sorry...
sorry i lied to you...
i didn't go off to read a book...
i'm really sorry...
but i went coz somehow i juz wanted to be alone...
i guess maybe i'm not as strong as i seem to be...

i go my results back on the 23...
hmm i did better than the pev sem (:
but... still not gd enough to get back my GPA...
and acc to my bro with tat GPA i can't get into a local uni...
sigh...
but i guess at least it's an improvement?
hmm i got a job too start work on the 1st of Oct
yap Childrens' Day is my 1st day of work
meet Ms Kwan ( i think tat's how it's spelt =/)
who did releave teachin in SAC back when i was in lower sec
durin my interview
she's doin HR now for a company (which i will not say hav to give some respect to her n the company)
really a big shock to mi
never could see her doin HR
she's not as bad as when she's in SAC teachin but...
hmm she still need to improve on her english =/
mayb less blur-ness :x

hmm... i should be sleepin now but somehow i can't sleep...
goin to some part of M'asia tmr in the late morning with my mom
to visit her aunt which is my... erm...
i'm not vr gd with the family tree thingy so...
hmm yea to visit my mom's aunt
they use to live in sg till like...
a few years back
so yap gonna visit them tmr...

loving you is a habit...
it was never a chore...
i know i shouldn't...
but somehow i can't help it...
i miss you a lot...
i miss having you around...
i miss being in your arms...
i freakin miss u like f...
it feels kindda empty on the inside...
but feelings cannot be forced...
i guess...
i all i can do...
is pray...
hope...
and wait...